the thing about depression is it never goes away.
it's always there, waiting for an opportunity to show up in full throttle again.
and you know it, so you're always afraid of that moment. because you know it's coming, no matter what.
life can't be always good, there will be bad moments. and those bad moments bring it up again.
you can hope to be happy for as long as you can but no one is happy all the time. not even happy people.
it's always there, it will never go away. you can't always be distracted and you won't be happy 24/7.
so, what to do?